It’s not like narcissist are immune to negative experiences. Not only can we survive without having to fuel-up like the narcissist, many of us here have been victimized by more than one narcissist at the same time, especially, if you count family. Best wishes!! There’s no way of telling what another person feels. They are addicts. His mother saw me eat a chocolate bar once and then bought me a six-pack of them; it felt creepy. Like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain. I have learned that your smile, the widening of your eyes and your hurrying towards me is indicative of delight and happiness on your part. Your words of scorn generate a far greater reaction for me than the roar of a crowd as my team scores the winning goal. Ya thats her on YouTube. When I experience a walk in the forest – mountains in the spring time – a walk in the rain – a storm – a blue ocean – and many more tastes of His wonderful creation – it brings God so much closer. Necessary cookies are absolutely essential for the website to function properly. Every once in a while dear HG puts me in Time Out, I guess I misbehave . Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. You fill up my senses Like a night in a forest Like the mountains in springtime Like a walk in the rain Like a storm in the desert Like a sleepy blue ocean You fill up my senses Come fill me again Come, let me love you Let me give my life to you Let me drown in your laughter Let me die in your arms Let me lay down beside you Let me always be with you Come, let me love you Come love me again Let me give my life to you Come, let me love you Come love me again You fill up my senses … These cookies will be stored in your browser only with your consent. Thank you for your answer…and I understand what you mean…but these examples can’t be applied to ALL the IP’s you have been with?? The thing I watch out for in myself is signs of depression and apathy. Any way…thank you for your answer..Very nice inspiring words of Victor Frankl..thank you for sharing! No. When I hear you call my name, that upwards lilt in your voice, the light inflection which denotes that you are pleased to see me, I feel the fuel embracing the fire inside me, allowing the flames to burn a little brighter and stoking the engine that provides me with my sensation of power. Summary: Marry me - as if it was that easy Warnings: none…for once Episode: Season 6 - Episode 19 Songs: The Strumbellas - High / James Blunt - Bonfire Heart / John Denver - Annie’s Song Photo: By Unsplash Lorenza Hamers. Author has 29.6K answers and 250.9M answer views The phrase “You fill up my senses” is I do not really feel sorry for them ( the narcissists)!!! My mind has been on Viktor Frankl today, Mans Search for Meaning. @Indy! Catch Up with The Romy Files. They all think they’re ADD), the suicidal ideation, the suicides, the constant obsessions over their exes, the dependent neediness, the narcissistic wounds and injuries, the constant envy and jealousy, the empty vapid void, their addiction to narcisitic supply and constant need for reassurance, the boredom, the numbness, the feeling that they are bad and that something is wrong with them, the confusion about what others are thinking and feeling about them, the worrying about what others are thinking about them, the hair pulling and compulsive self soothing behaviors. Not all had this, though many did. Every article I read is enriching a rounded understanding of the narcissist. Learn how your comment data is processed. ( Log Out /  John Denver wrote this song about his wife (at the time), Annie. Main menu. That is real strength. This word press editing makes me crazy sometimes..it swallows some of my words. You only get part of it. But the more we become Tudorized the less likely they will be sticking their plugs into our sockets. When I feel your touch upon me, the fuel flows once again and you allow the simmering flames to rise higher because of the light application of your fingers on the nape of my neck. I have seen all of these with my IPPs and other victims of our kind. I have to laugh, Wendy. It is always interesting and giving reading them!! Ive made some great friends thru u tube. I’ve seen this look by my N n I thought he was longing for me to do something or say something? Hello K! When I no longer tolerate the affectionate and intimate touches, I crave instead for the terrified grab of my arm or the defensive shove to keep me away from you. Hmmm…good point. A peaceful force, a warrior capable of true love, weeding out all those frauds. Thank you for your answer..and I agree completely with you..it is just shocking to read the devastating effects with such a cruel description..but then again this cruel reality depicted as it is should be a warning… The crying in fetal position, the obsession, the rumination, the hypervigilance, the constant feeling of inferiority, the fear of being exposed, the chronic shame, the hospitalizations, the prison and jail time, the restarting all over from the beginning, the loss of jobs, friends, finances, and communities, the medication (a lot of narcissists are on anti depressants and most of them are on some form of medication for ADHD. accomplish / fill up a form - English Only forum all the spots fill up / are filled up / are full - … Yes, your real HG shows in your works. ... Lower and longer sounds bring a little, mischeivious smile to Remus' face because he knows that they mean, 'You're torturing me, you wanker. Come let me love you, let me give my life to you Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms The fuel validates the narc that they matter. Rayna lives, forcing Juliette into proving that she too can be the big country star and bring up two children, which leaves Avery with no time for scratch bands. You can be both illusion and real. The smell of freshly laundered clothing or bedding, that clean scent is imbued with you caring for me, attending to my washing and the housework and once again the smell of this act of kindness, of affection and of caring provides me with the fuel that I crave. I have been Tudorized! Completely normal to not feel sorry for them! It’s not enough. As I feel your skin beneath my fingers, I know that the emotions that erupt as I do so will fuel me further. I stand and I stare,my stare generating your fearfulness and at the same time absorbing the fuel that flows from your frightened state. Not facade. I really like your description of the anger settling as quiet knowing,peacful force! Touchdown in February 2019 before the world went… well you know. ( Log Out /  We light up your life. Everything that you say and do will be absorbed through my senses, what I see in you, what I hear you say, what I taste, what I smell and what I feel from your touch, they all provide conduits for me to gather fuel. When I hold your hand and I feel you pleasure in me taking your hand in mine, the fuel flows once again. 1. It causes me to love Him more – and to want to give more of myself to Him. Oh, for some reason I had a different impression about this word. Explains a lot. So as I continued to sit – I made that my prayer – that God would fill all my senses – that I would sense Him and know Him in all areas of my life – that He would invade every part of me – so that I saw – felt – and heard His heart. The sting that you have left however is readily dwarfed by the surge of power I feel inside me at your emotion-filled violence towards me. Hello lovelies, You’re still here after last weeks cliff hanger? I feed from this allowing my eyes to drink in the fuel that emanates from your expressions. I hope they can fix it…, Perhaps you should check as well why the ” following” function has disappeared as well… I can’t “follow “you any longer and that is not good…not at all… I hope it can be fixed…, And after this spectacular presentation of deep feelings and emotions you still stand your ground on feeling stronger emotions. These cookies do not store any personal information. In our world these are all appropriate responses to this horrific abuse. It is feeling like that more and more lately although there are some ” relapses ” on the way which I found normal. You fill up my senses, come fill me again. Summary: Remus Lupin's touch is magic. ( Log Out /  The fuel ! On a sidenote i could never hit someone no matter how upset or angry. You fill up my senses like a night in the forest, like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain, ! When I smell that delightful fragrance I feel once more the power rising inside me as I latch on to the fuel that you provide to me. When I taste, I taste so much more than the food in my mouth or the drink I have just taken a swig of. I watch and I absorb, committing your reaction to my memory as I avail myself of the fuel that you are providing for me. You fill up my senses Come fill me again. Old double exposure photography. I had to go into another room or outside to eat candy in private, like it was a dirty little secret. Hello Indy! It causes me to love Him more – and to want to give more of myself to Him. Even when I tell you that I no longer like a certain perfume you wear, in order to provoke a reaction from you, when you wear it as an act of defiance, you provide me with yet more fuel from this act which is encapsulated in the scent. In our world getting back up after getting a beat-down is considered a sign of strength, irrespective of tears. Post was not sent - check your email addresses! And no notifications, Hi SuperXena! Enter your email address and be notified of new material. Out of these cookies, the cookies that are categorized as necessary are stored on your browser as they are essential for the working of basic functionalities of the website. That’s when I know I need to reach out more. I do not let narcissists off the hook for the abuses they engage in to others. Although I find very disturbing and horrendous the way you describe some of the devastating effects of having been entangled with a narcissist…An article where you include this description would be of very high impact… a warning …of the cold hard reality.. Change ), You are commenting using your Twitter account. The list of the horrible abuses you give HG is so true at the same time. For what then matters is to bear witness to the uniquely human potential at its best, which is to transform a personal tragedy into a triumph, to turn one’s predicament into a human achievement. the verse was somthing like :i see you lying there on the sand??___beach? @Indy. Hasn’ t never been one STRONG enough to escape from you? !,, Touch me, stroke me, hold me, strike me, push me and pull me, it all amounts to a connection between you and I that sends the fuel flowing from you to me. Sitting in the quiet this morning I had a strong sense of God filling every part of me and the words of a song by John Denver came to me – ‘You fill up my senses’, You fill up my senses kudos to the master of music knowledge! ( I’m hoping that this does not double post as I have tried to post this already and it went weird … apologies if so ..). I thot it meant ‘longing’ .. is there any longing in the glare too? Indy, HG and superxena Difficult to follow the threads!! With time and healing the anger settles to a quiet knowing, strength. From my lips against your lips through to moving inside of you, I feel as anyone would, but I feel so much more because I feel your emotion through my touch and your touch upon me. So true! Best wishes! Thank you for your answer. As you know..some of us have had problems with the toolbar ..I hope it can be fixed !!! Sweet dreams Giulia. • FILL UP (verb) The verb FILL UP has 4 senses:. It is like ” calibrating” slowly but steady! Like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. “Annie’s Song” was written as an ode to Denver’s then-wife, Annie Denver (née Martell). You fill up my senses like a night in a forest Like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain Like a storm in the desert, like a sleepy blue ocean You fill up my senses come fill me again. When we are no longer able to change a situation-just think of an incurable disease such as inoperable cancer-we are challenged to change ourselves.” We are strong and we are survivors and that is sexy. Search. Do you ever consider a person being “strong”? I shall not let reading this taint how I feel when I listen to it. I know but what does it mean in the context of the narcissist, why does he employ the baleful glare? When I gaze at you beneath me, writhing against me, mouth open and flush of sensual desire spreading across your chest, the flames burn fiercer as I watch with such attentiveness the flaring of your orgasm. He compared the way he enjoys all of his favorite things to the way he loves his wife. You make my senses come alive, albeit it for one purpose and this happens in a way that causes the sensations you feel from the use of your senses to pale by comparison. Hello K! I guess that is progress. Copyright © HG Tudor - Knowing The Narcissist - The World's No.1 Resource About Narcissism All Rights Reserved. Always nice hearing from you!! If the narc can make you react then it fuels them and makes them feel they matter. The Energizer Empath Bunny would be a dream come true for your kind. More strength to enforce boundaries. I love everybody today so you can be what you want , I interpreted K’s comment as empaths and other survivors as being powerful once they got your Tudoring and that is sexy. It is a good sign. They have to heal on their own, like us. When they no longer matter that is when panic sets in. You Fill Up My Senses remuslives23. Even the small number who escape have suffered many of these. Change ), Inspirational thoughts from everyday life. You fill up my senses Like a night in the forest Like a mountain in springtime Like a flower in the rain Like a storm in the desert Like a sleepy blue ocean You fill up my senses Come fill me again I didn’t even need to double-check the lyrics on this one, as I usually do in the interests of journalistic integrity — I’ve been able to recite these lyrics from memory since about 1975. You also have the option to opt-out of these cookies. Should I ?? I’m glad I’ve survived multiple narcissist relationships, I do feel stronger. I do not think you “should” feel any different than what is natural for you. Your empathic print is on all that you say and do, your actions and words are embodied in the cake that you baked for me. You are energized and empowered by our emotions. You Fill Up My Senses When I look at you and see the delight cross your face as you spot me across the room, I feel the flame of attention ignite inside me as the first sensation of power booms into life. You teach me everyday about the dialectic, the Gray in people ….Mr Black and White. Not me…still struggling!! Have you started with”Nietzsche” Beyond Good and Evil” We are strong warriors. Like a night in a forest. Their contrary thought process exists so they can generate even more fuel. We are the electricity and Zero Impact or no contact is like pulling the plug. I study your reaction to our coupling, noting the detail of the way you twist your head, the slight flare of your nostrils, the flailing limbs. Amen , Hello Indy! Adult Children that have survived this Narcissistic Abuse, we must not forget them and their suffering/survival. =0) Months before season starts, Bears proudly make key call It is like being under surveillance. But opting out of some of these cookies may have an effect on your browsing experience. “Should’s” just encourage us to shame ourselves. Literally and metaphorically, if you get my drift. It encourages cultivation of a desire to taste and touch divine reality which reverberates through the being of the retreatant. It drew me in to stay longer, though, to try to rescue. Knowledge equals power and power feels exhilarating. There are still certain songs I will probably never be able to listen to. I forgot about the begging and pleading and the deep unbearable loneliness that they feel. Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. doing beautiful work here! Taste and touch divine reality which reverberates through the website to function properly how this the. ’ m proud of my fellow survivors here on this blog and receive notifications of new posts email... 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